And I'm reflective.
And I'm calm.
And I'm an overall happy person right now.

Derek came over tonight, I fed him lasagna and cookies, both of which were equally amazing. Afterwards we had some cuddle time, even though he was in his nasty work clothes.

Ian's still funny as hell, and we've had some amazing conversations. It makes me wish we had a camera in our living room just to record our shenanigans.

I wrote a letter to the editor of the Kearney paper, explaining to people that as a cashier we cannot override the computer. After, I was somewhat afraid I was going to lose my job, privacy issues and whatnot, but I recieved nothing but compliments from it.

Me and Derek are going to Omaha next weekend, which will be nice. I may or may not be getting another tattoo, and if not, I will be setting up a time to get it. We will also be going to a concert as well as the zoo. Derek and I have really hit it off since I slipped him my facebook address when he went through my line. It was a chance I am very glad I took.

I cashed out an old middle school teacher at work yesterday, she was thrilled when I told her I was going into education. It made me think that I only have two, maybe two and a half, years left of college. That gives me enough time to decide where I want to student teacher, and then where I want to get a job...

If I'm still with Derek at that time, I want to be somewhere local, but I just don't know where. That means, I have to find another job, since student teacher's don't get paid in Nebraska. I find this to be upsetting.

Overall, I'm in a calm mood today. It's nice, considering my last two journals.